Heidi Tan Hwee Jun

2011-09-29T22:22:00.000+08:00

Okay,

Y2S1's holiday is going to end soon.

&another semester's going to come.

Holiday was really kinda meaningless.

Movies after movies , outing after outing and when i'm not out , I'm a couch potato.

the only thing i do is to be able to keep hang out with my F.R.I.E.N.D.S. If notI won't even go out. It's true.

Singapore is too small to go anywhere...

On the other hand , It might be also good to relax myself at home cause next semester of codes and theories are waiting for me >< (aish!).

I kinda neglected my blog badly that's because I found my new love - tumblr (:

It's much better cause I dont have to think what to write and yeah i'm not good at expressing myself - put my thoughts into words.

But still , once in a blue moon , I will come back here to update this blog that have accompany me for YEARS.

Okay, back to my study life.

My pathetic GPA is dropping uhs , programming codes is really not my cup of tea and they other modules like Financial accounting ( no matter how hard i practice , grades still fail me , awww ).

It's okay , Try harder. 3.5 is still my aim . By year 3 , i'll be able to realise it.

My Life ,

I went to read SiHao's tumblr that day.

& I think i've changed. ( I'm forever changing and yeah it's true)

Of course , if it's for the better , i wont say it out.

I know I've changed in terms of mindset .

I realise I can easily be affected , easily you can change my thoughts and what so ever.

KEEP IT STILL.( My Motto )

#personal

Things are changing ,I'm trying to survive from this, I'm hoping I can move on

Words , somehow made me Hope , But i know , no matter what , nothing's going to change.

2011-08-06T17:18:00.003+08:00

Left my blog unattended for the past months ?
I think it's better to use tumblr . I dont have to write down how I feel .
Somehow pictures are there to do all that.

Okay, Life's like usual , STRESS x million ( it's forever like this . )
School , Life and everything.
Oh yeah , It's going to be the end of Year 2 , 1st Semester.
Hmm , It's quite nice to be in this class.
Although , we don't really hang out as a class together ( not yet ).
However, we are bonded as a class.
& we are going to have a chalet at the end of this month ( OMGawd , I super duper look forward to it ). DAMN DAMN DAMN .
UT3 is coming , I'm pretty stressed ?
But then , I kept thinking about the chalet more than UT.
Erm but yeah, I will still study for UT and enjoy myself during chalet.
& after chalet , I'll be working , Comex @ Suntec. ( Seagate )

Packed schedule. ( good or bad ).

;D
( looking forward to Chalet )

2011-07-01T22:21:00.002+08:00

I've no time and no mood to post anything .
All I want now is to Run Away , from stress , life and everything
Just feel like taking a break .
But well , not possible for not . Still have to buck up for UT2 , seen 2 UT1 grades , Cui .
I really wnt to go batam .
Get my nails done , a stay near the beach and CHILL .

2011-06-07T22:01:00.011+08:00

Awesome , Heidi is in KOREAAAA! :D
Annyong ha seyo , well , we dont use this " good morning term " that much , we use " Kam samhamida (thank you ) and Kaka haesayo ( Lower the price ) , kenchana ( It's okay [ when we dont want th clothes ] ) , HAHA ! :D

Not bad , this study trip turns out to be quite fun , although only have one friend who is in DIDM ( which means I'm totally alone and have to make new friends ,cause DIDM and the other diplomas are seperate groups ) . But well , first night before boarding the plane , I already get to know 3 to 5 of them .
And one them , is my room mate , you see im always soo lucky hahaha ! :D

Stella is my rommate , just realise i havent take picture with her before , yeah soo . Took one just only , we are so tired ald so abit CUI .
Well , she has the same character as me . Easily make her guilty , very kind . We share the same bed , we got two bed. One King size , one single bed . And cause im a scaredey cat . So i suggested to sleep on the king size bed tgt . And yeah she agree .
She always keep me accompanied when i bath :D

The Other person is my bus buddy,xiu ming ( i called her monkey) , She sits beside me , we "sleep " , "eat" , "crap" and Care together .
Why i say we sleep tgt is because , the bus ride is always long . It's not like singapore . a few minutes can reach . It's like at least half an hour or 2 hours . So , we always sleep during the trip .
I'm a vegetarian , so it's pretty hard for the tour guide to find food for me , then whenever they gg to places like Steamboat , BBQ or those food tour guide name , without things i can eat ,She will always say , eh then how bout heidi ? Haha , so i always got her to ask for me . (L) . How awesome right . And when I forgot to bring money she will pay first. She trust me , kinda a lot . haha ! :D

& Yeah , lastly , is Xin Yi, year 3 DBA Student . She is also "alone " cause her friend is in DIDM . So we become like kaki . haha ! :D She has the same round face like me , very daring . We took VIKINGS together :D and yeah she use money without thinking , like me ! :D Yesterday was her birthday , Sang Korea version of birthday song to her in bus and Bought cake for her from a french bread shop ( the breads there are awesome ).

Okayyyy , enough of introducing . Need to start my trip sharing now :D

First day , wassss veryyy DRY . We are really tired cause we only sleep for a few hours on the plane and there was time difference .
Went to visit "The Story of King Sejong" . It's just a plain museum kinda thing . So nothing much , to elaborate + Im really tired so half of the time , im lookin for seats instead of walking ard , exploring . Okay briefly describe , this is place that Running Man go before and yeah , i found one scene where they hide the things . (Y) And yeah , that's what i know . haha ! :D

& after that , we went to " The National Folk of Korea Museum " . While for the whole first day , I'll let the picture "talk " .

Second Day onwards was FUN ! :D We went to Digital Pavillion also called as Digital Media Centre . Korea is really very into making everything into Technology . 1. Is a instrument that plays on it's own , plays a lot of different korea traditional songs .
2. Is to make your own fish that swims in the screen . So I tap the card at the sensor it will swim towards me .
3. Is you just have to clap and the lights will on . But we try the sensor on a tree , so when we clap . The Dull tree will light up . like Christmas tree Haha ! :D
4. & Lastly , is a like cam recorder tool which looks like a torch light , It will record and then when you touch the screen it will be a small circle like bubble and inside the bubble is what you recorded . Soo cute ! :D

Well , I've to stop blogging and get some sleep first . Cause , It's ald 12am here and i have to get up at 6am tml .
So yeah , Photo's will be uploaded soon . It's taking forever because the photo size is BIG and the internet isn't that good after all ;D .
Continue tml , hopefully ;D

2011-05-27T08:12:00.003+08:00

Expectations .

Having expectations is good but when expectations turns out to be stress for the other party , it's not good anymore.
I do have expectations for myself ,to be frank, insignificant ones .
i always want to make people around me happy .
I mean it's really very very tough . I cant make my parents happy when i come home late , even if the reason is i'm studying out there . I can't make my friends happy cause I dont have time for every clique/ single of them . I'm always so busy to them .

Okay , off to school :D

2011-05-19T21:49:00.002+08:00

I'm really really STRESSED since year2 started .
Everyday stress .
2 programming modules STRESS
2 Accounts kind of modules also Stress
& last module , data comm and networking till now i dont even know why am I learning this .
When I'm stressed and UT is coming .
I tend to procrastinate even more . dont ask me why . I'm not sure why .
I always feel the stress but not motivated to be prepared for the UT to overcome the stress. I just dont feel like facing it.
Year 2 is harder , i accept this .
But UT without moderation , I CAN'T accept it .
It double my stress , which is VERY bad !
What to do , just try my best to study . ^^

I hope I can help you .

2011-05-08T19:56:00.003+08:00

Im in for the Korea trip . Awesome !
But it's not good because , im not gg with leen and clique .
& My schedule in korea trip differes from shu hui ( the only person i know that is going for the korea trip).
But , i guess i'll have to be sociable and make new friends during the trip.

Okay .
Everything is still not bad in class .
Erm, however the bond is still not there , i guess .
& I havent really understand a single lesson yet , to be frank.
So yeah , must put in more more more effort ! :(

2011-04-28T21:59:00.003+08:00

I'm totally pissed today .
(shan't elaborate )
But well on a positive point of view .
It made me to be stronger .
I'm going to prove him right . I'm going to score well for this MODULE.

& These days , I think from head to toe . I'm just wearing clothes , shoes and using the bag that are so commonly use .
I'm going to start shopping for clothes and bags that are unique or less people using .

2011-04-27T16:00:00.003+08:00

Programming Kills Me..
Always feeling damn helpless when it comes to programming .
Worst part is i have do programming modules for 4 times a week .
JOKE !
Whole day , sigh after sigh .
This is the first time I feel like I really have to work hard for it .
Everyone in my class seems so good in programming make me feel like a dumb kid .
ARGH!
I redo my worksheet for programming . Well , understand it better .
BUT still unable to do during QUIZ .

sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh ...

2011-04-23T16:34:00.004+08:00

Y2S1

Y2S1 was weird cause we have to change class venue daily but our classmates are the same .
& Although I'm in class for 4 days already . I still feel the awkward atmostphere . It's like you know no one from the class feeling . Weird . Perhaps because a proper introduction wasn't conducted .
But well , I shall slowly remember their name and know them when I'm working in a team with them .
Overall from whole i feel , my class was good to work with ;D

2011-04-17T22:43:00.004+08:00

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2011-04-15T14:42:00.005+08:00

Happy!
Actually I wanted to private my blog.
Not because i want to hide something . Just because I dont update that frequent (:
But forget it . I shall just leave it open .
& be here to update , when i have the mood ! :D

Although , My 19th Birthday is already over for more than half a month .
But still a BIG THANKS to people like W34E clique for making the effort to meet me up , just to celebrate my birthday . Touched !

I also thank people who celebrated with me on the actual day ;
Shazreen from W45L clique celebrated with me in the afternoon with a small cake and a present .
&
not forgetting my BFF ; theng , leen and Apple :D

Pictures took during that day , It's too CUI cause we all just came back from work ~ .

School's gonna start real soon on the 18th of April .

Year 2 student but still couldnt adapt to keep changing classes !
I really hope to meet good people in my class .
Seriously , hope to see people who share same ideas (like PORK and many of them from sem1 class ) .
& also , hope to have PEACE in this class .
No more release of poisonous gas (framing or gossiping ).

I just seems to be wearing the same old things over and over again .
I'm going to buy some clothes that allows me to have different looks even when im wearing the same shirt .

2011-03-29T20:05:00.003+08:00

Back to school( Greenridge Secondary School ) to help out for GRSS DANCE SYF .
Actually i didnt help much . Just cheered for them
We followed the bus all the way to UCC. watched 3 other perfomance from different schools .
the last one , just before our school's one , was FREAKING good , i can feel the sadness when they dance .
I got a lil scared and nervous cause the previous one was damn good . I was wrong , our dancers were even better ! (:
So many stuns , so well done ! :D

&then followed the bus back to school (:
met up w quite a lot of teachers , saw mdm heng and the new principal at UCC :D
Good memories of GRSS :D
PAR , School vendors , key and ezlink exchange & also all those and best part is the cheap FOOD in school :D
SO Nice being a secondary student , good memories yo ~

2011-03-28T09:49:00.006+08:00

/edited
Happy Birthday to ME (:

Time flies ,
My 18th Birthday just ended not long ago .
& now it's already my 19th birthday .

Awww , As time flies , I will then start studying in Uni , work , start up a family .
Ahs , things are going to fast .
I can't be as young as i thought .
1. It's time for me to be mature and independent !

I thank all my FRIENDS , that call me at 12AM 28 03 2011
Gerald , Fabian , Kelvin & Anson
Although , i'm ald very tired , cause im sleeping BUT You guys stayed up to call me .
Hee ; I'm blessed , I thank you guys :D
& also thoughtful people who messaged me .
ZhaoKiat , YiLin, Shazreen , Maximillian , Gladys , HweeWen (younger sister), God mama, Zann ,Winston, Yi Siew , Marcus Bu , Enen , Qian Xiang , Lishan , Rosalind &Yuyan :D
On a special note , I think everyone is as thoughtful as this friend of mine who told me , "Hahaha , now i can go sleep already , hahaha , i keep falling asleep waiting for time to struck 12 midnight lols"
Thanks people :D and that v good friend ^^

Not only them
& all that Facebook Message me (It's really too many people for me to list out all one by one but I really appreciate all the wishes from you GUYS ^^ )
Twitter me .

Wonderful day , although i was working the whole day till 8pm ): and there was several pranks made by BFF that made me cry . But overall it's a good day .
Shaz came over to my workplace, alone . With a birthday cake and a small gift .
(: Soo good of him ,kind and thoughtful PERSON.
Spend my time working and watching drama .
Spend 4 hours w BFF ,EATING SESSION ( Sushi and PIZZAs ) till my birthday OFFICIALLY ended ! :D

2011-03-26T23:07:00.003+08:00

& Finally , my holiday is a holiday .

Whole March i've been a working cow !
IT's going to end by MARCH 31st ! Im super happy , stop working means i have more time for everything , friends , family , tv and most importantly RELIGION :D [ i'll have no excuse for not going any banqi ] YEAH(Y) !
& on top of that , I will have money rolling in ;D

To heed YS's advice ,
i think i seriously got to learn how to express myself with words .
That's the only way for me to improve english and also express better , people will then understand me also :D

Alright ,the starting of the year till now , i seriously thank god .
Although , it's not like everything went smoothly .
Although , the starting for year1 Semester 2 was in compared harder to adapt . However , i still manage to continue .
Because of that, i saw my shortcomings . I learn to change , I know we cant just possibly WANT people to do things our way . We have to adapt to our surroundings .
With a harder semester to go through , it made me stronger in a way . Due to the environment , i was in . I never thought i could achieve a 3GPA even . But i was proved wrong .
Thankful for everyone that helped me through and believe in me ^^

& then.
As for RCB self introduction . WAS successfully done ! Although , i didn't make a awesome speech that can inspire others . But at least, i manage to memorise all on my script . My next TARGET is to be able to say it on the spot or draft a little, but not following my script anymore (^^v)

For that whole day , I was HAPPY to the MAXIMUM .
to recieve my gpa and to know that i manage to finish my Introduction without any error .
I'll work harder , both in studies and FT :D

2011-03-24T09:40:00.003+08:00

New Experience .

I think im blessed ;)
I can use words to express my happiness .
So , all i can say is , im happy , really happy :D

2011-03-22T11:38:00.003+08:00

GOSH , 2 important and scary event happening today ):

1. My 1st Year Semester 2 , result going to release at 2pm . My god . I know , this semester , i wont do well . Still, i hope for the best .
What I have learnt - Whatever is given to you, is the best arrangement the god have made .

2. I have to do my 自我介绍 for 人才班. It's not tough , not easy . We are not suppose to bring notes up , cause we are suppose to introduce ourselves in 5mins . However , I feel like , everyone's 自我介绍 so well done .
& mine , it's a dry 自我介绍. Really introducing myself . Like a meaningless one , so i hope to put in more content , can inspire / keep others moving .

AHHHHS! , LMCB !

2011-03-09T17:23:00.005+08:00

Went to the zoo w Eileen sem2 clique. 8March2011

Sad to say , it's my first time to the zoo . The night before ,I anticipate the trip to zoo . And the whole day I kept hearing "I'm not judging "from sihao and leen. When thy ALD judged .
But really I saw really a lot of different of animals . Like real life . So cool. Animals are intelligent I really think so . And of course had a lot of fun w her clique , there will always be continuous laughter w them . No awkward moments .
One thing I still cannot believe is we spent half of our time inside the zoo man ! We reached like 1030? And we walk all the way till 5PM?! like WTH ! When it's dinner time , my legs are starting to ache and my old friend name headache also came to visit me . Causing me to lose all the mood I have . I cant laugh If not it will worsen the bad headache . And you know how ba is that when you are w a joker grp haha !! ((:

Okay stop here , shall post some pictures when I reach home. :D

2011-02-23T19:27:00.002+08:00

It's been so long since I've post. I actually wanted to shut this blog down . But TYS say blog is not about letting people see your updates but to just put your thoughts in there .

I think it's kinda true so I start posting again .

I have lots of things unaccomplished

1. My new year resolution for this year , I haven't start writing. omgawd it's ald end of feb !!
2. I have to meet my various cliques during this holiday , I got lots to catch up w them . Yknow
3. I haven't start the habit of reading . I need to do it as to increase my 智慧 as well as to prepared to share during RCB .

I'll be really busy these two years , which make me feels like saying " I have really live my life to the fullest "

I hope for this current job , as a reedemption centre temporary staff , I shall not be lazy , I should try to at least fulfill my jobscope . Can't let my older sister down , since she is the one who introduce the job to me (:

People when you are feeling busy , tell yourself it's okay , because you live your life to the fullest !!

2011-02-09T08:14:00.003+08:00

CNY ;D

和德 group photo

Wen , Mimi and Heidi :D

Tan's ;D

Heidi and Dylan :D

& Lastly , our group photo with new media faci

Chinese New Year celebrations w DCS :D
& Dylan is with us for serveral days b/c of Chinese New Year ( YES! )
but he is freaking naughty .
This time he has really grown up , the way he speaks .
He knows what he is talking about now .
& not just plainly saying it ;D

Yesterday , I think we are super lucky to have our New Media Faci.
He released us early and yea , our W45L clique went out tgt to Cdans :D
While waiting for laser quest ( because of maintenance , we can only enter at 2pm )
So we went to play bowling !
& I really a noob haha .
I'm the second last in the score sheet . AISH!

Then off we go to laser quest .
20 mins in there , it's like 1 hour but it is freaking fun .

Both of this , is my first time playing super worth . :DD

2011-02-02T13:07:00.003+08:00

Understanding test 2 results are out . Im freaking SAD to see those results .
2 results came out yesterday , 1 really good and the other REALLY BAD.
Not really sure how should I feel . I can only blame myself .

However , now i'm gg to prepare myself for UT3 .
Ut3 is coming in 2 weeks . No study break . Thus , all i can do is to CHIONG ;D

This year , I shall change personality + attitude . ;D
New year resolution won't be revealed . I shall just keep to myself ;D

Happy Lunar New Year ! Peeps .

2010-12-31T19:24:00.004+08:00

Yesterday , Fat Bro's Birthday .
All the TAN family women chipped in for his present - ITouch (:
& sadly I'm BROKE .
Dad gave a better present , on his own .
It's okayy , is the heart that counts hahah ! :D

Last Day Of 2010
Spent w CHILDHOOD Friends :D
Movie Marathon . (^^)

& Lunch cooked on our own tgt w Enz maid

Okay lah , Can be eaten . HAHA

Shaz Blink said today he might not see me online so he wished me yesterday .
Happy New Year and hope my new year resolutions come true .
It's a good way to wish others cause i thought it was very meaningful ;D

Oh , 2010
BIG THANKS
Thank GOD for every good thing that happened to me .
I thank everyone who become my friend .Gave me advice before , teach me , cheer me up and ALL. Thanks :D
Somehow you guys changed me , maybe by hurting me , disturbing me and ETC But still I Thank you for being w me ! ;D

(:

2010-12-26T21:13:00.009+08:00

TOPICS to cover (^^)

Taiwan Trip
Christmas 2010
STUDY!

Before Taiwan Trip , I went to cut BANGS . So that me , my younger sis and TEAWHYASS look the same haha ! :D
Taiwan Trip - we went there to perform (CO) , to learn from people over there . ;D

Taiwan , Theme Park (Y)(Y)(Y)

& Also all this people , I stick w in Taiwan ,
Play tgt

New Friends I've made when playing Roller coaster , RuiQi

Not Forgetting , My FAMILY ;D

Lots of fun over there , learnt a lot from people there . Cold weather , they are there to keep us warm , early in the morning start preparing to cook delicious food for us , wash our plates in EXTREME COLD water ! XXCB .
Yea , OUR performance was a SUCCESS ;D
Video's can be seen on my Facebook ;D
2. Christmas Present ,2010

From FAT BRO . I'm Happy First present for the year and first time he gave me a present :D

3. STUDY for Understanding Test 2
I'm so sad, stress. 5 days to study for 5 modules ==
Good ! I need to write a essay for SLC committee , do practice for MATHS , do project for brands . Too Much to accomplish ! :(

SWIMMING is my favorite !!

2010-12-15T15:17:00.003+08:00

I'm DYING .
Life and SCHOOL work I CAN'T Balance .
Understanding Test OUT.
Happy and UNhappy .
Happy for those Test that i thought i would flunk it , PASS .
& for those , I want a good grade , I did badly .
Religion , Studies , Taiwan Trip .
All together I'm DYING~
I need to buy a PEN , a notebook .
START STUDYING , DILLIGENTLY!

After TAIWAN , I must . ;D

2010-11-27T12:16:00.006+08:00

Now that he is gone .

After a long and painful journey , he is gone .
I think it might be the best way that he end his pain .
Like how Dad announced Grandma passed away last year , around this period of time , same in middle of the night .
10pm when we are on our way home
papa said : ' Ah gong back is recovering , more and more skins are producing , to cover his wounds '
& I thought I could go back this Week after school to see him . I told dad what i thought too . But 事事难料。

Both death of my Grandparents , the reaction when I heard the news , wasn't sad but it is something like 松了一口气 after so much Pain they sort of finally get 'released'。

So many things happened recently , all in my head .
It is hard for me to say . However , last night I went to religion class and i heard something that might be useful for the situation I'm in .
I'll just be like 刺猬 . No matter what others say about me , I shall just accept it true / untrue (cause there might be things i really need to improve from what they say) and at the end of the day , people will see for themselves .
Now I really need to learn how to put this 3 things into USE
说好话，存好心，做好事。

I'll just have to put it into use, slowly , I can't just possibly changed in a day :) .

RIP, ah gong .

(Y) i'll have to miss lesson till thursday , by the time i'm back i'll have to start revising for Maths ut , cause it is on friday (Y)

2010-11-20T16:50:00.005+08:00

Supermarket run 2
Pre bonding session w elderly's.

Uncle I'm taking care of tgt w Apple

This time round, I've my W34E cliques with me for this event.

Besides , W34E , Shaz are also here w Us :D

EGG-CITED , 50 Dollar Voucher to spend tgt with them on 27 Nov 2010 .
WORKLOADS!
I've difficulty in managing my TIME .
Marketing , 5 Problems - total of 150 PAGES to read up and understand .
Follow by New Media Exam.
After this week , I won't have to worry so much !
(:

Jiayou !
To Heidi and all RP students .
As well as A level student . 9 DAYS /12 Days to go ? :D

I just saw Ah Gong Wound(dad snap it down) . OMO !
He can really tahan .
Never thought that it was so bad . But he never ever show that it is so painful :(
Mummy and daddy , take good care of him .
Mum wont be joining us to Taiwan , she got to take care of Ah Gong .
At least we got Daddy (:
I think I've a good DADDY too (:
Good Mummy , Good Daddy .
It will be really tiring for them this year .
I can't do anything now ,
all I can do is to PRAY for Ah Gong ,
& be good , study hard , come home earlier .
So papa , mama can 一心一意take care of Ah Gong .
Dont have to worry so much about us .
Love :)

2010-11-18T20:14:00.002+08:00

Pacts that I've made . I shall continue to fulfill it .

Possibilities .
However , I think I should think twice .
Let me hang on with it .

I'm not sure what to post actually .
UT ? Life ? School ? Or Feelings ?

Let me try to cover all.
Understanding Test . All I can say is really NO CONFIDENCE.
Just work hard for the next few .

LIFE busy life , stress , work load , everything .
I can't breathe ! Time to learn bit by bit , on time management .
& whenever I want to self reflect before I sleep . I always FAILS .
Okay , got to go back to the old me . Tell Sister all my thoughts .
Self reflect - A good habit , so I should keep doing (:

SCHOOL not really so good .
I'm still bothered by not having any female Facilitator . BIG BOO HOO
However , I find someone who reads my mind , generates my Idea .
Not so close to her but a potential good member , Aishah (:

& Sally , the princess . She has good character , always guides me along . Good friend in my clique . Although , I'm not that close to this clique . Cause we dont eat tgt . They still treats me well . Except for teasing me .. vegetarian

Having say this . They say they plan a vegetarian day every week . hahaha ! So funny.

Lastly , about my feelings. I said , I've changed a lot . So trying to find back my old self .
Ya , & i thought maybe i shouldnt be that guilty .
Since at least i reflected that I was like not good .
It is like smth good. At least , i know im not good
(:

End of story ,
stay tuned .
(:

2010-11-16T20:01:00.002+08:00

I think I've Changed So Much .

Dont know since when , random day , I'll be very EMO .
Seriously , whenever the day comes , I just can't smile like I do.
Like today , I have no mood in doing almost everything .
Argh , pissed off .

I become so negative when it comes to like judging things and people .
I get angry easily .
I'm not reflecting as much as before .
I'm just not myself.

Though I type this all out . But i just dont feel any better .
Argh . Maybe its PMS :b

2010-11-09T21:43:00.002+08:00

Crappy World , I just don't UNDERSTAND people .

Wars - Mass Killings of HUMAN BEINGS .
It became so common .

Now SLASHING incident .
What's gg on in people's head , seriously .
A life is still a life .

世界变了。

2010-11-06T15:36:00.008+08:00

Events that took place recently.

1. SLC - EIPIC family day
2. MINDS Cafe .
3. Back to Malacca - Grandpa

EIPIC day
w different type of kids - hyper active , introverts and etc .
They are all so cute :)
In this types of event , I really envy them , their parents are so patient , so kind and they are always there for them (from what I saw ) .
COOL , joining Service Learning Club .
I see all types of people , may it be old folks that needs to talk to people , kids that needs more attention or handicaps .
There's a event , that i missed it .
Is call Dinner In The Dark , it is for people to feel how is it like being blind . AHS .
How I wish I'm there .

Pictures .

MINDS cafe .
Good place to hang out , especially Ladies , It's free on tuesday .
A variety of boardgames :D
All I could say is , good bonding with our kids :D
& also helpless day .

Back To Malacca - Grandpa .
All I knew was Grandpa got one of his leg Amputated.
The first night when I was there . He is in the ICU .
We were given a certain time .
I waited to be on time to go in .
The first LOOK .
He really like become so much weaker and skinnier .
I didn't dare to look at his leg by looking at his face . Enough.
Mama said that I was here , he immediately open his eyes . He look at me for a few minutes without talking ,he seemed like he have smth to say but was too tired or didn't want to say .
I'm really sorry , I knew how badly he wanted us to be by his side .
But I couldn't .

However , everything was better by the next day from ICU he got to normal ward .
His face are rosier . I'm happy , I talked to him , show him Dylan's photo , took photo with him , make him laugh because of my broken Hokkien , fed him his dinner and supper. :)

i must say i have a really good mother , for my grandpa a very good 儿媳妇 . Mum is really a role model of being fillal . I kept saying mum is so noble , fillal and i said mummy , good JOB. that's informal , but im trying to tell her , she really makes me respect her in everyway .
She cooks in the morning for grandpa , had to travel and live in malacca for the time being for grandpa , stayed beside grandpa's bed to keep him accompanied . I love her :) .
Mum says : so will you do this to me next time , when I'm Old ?
Heidi says : Yes, because you set a good example for me to learn :D

Thanks " TYS family and Mr Bu family to be there tgt with us " :)

I Miss My MUM , i toldher even before i left malacca .
Hope mum and grandpa can faster come back to singapore :)

time management .

Upcoming event :
1,UT1
2. SLC Supermarket Run - Elderlys :D
3. Vegetarianism meetings .

My Understanding test1 coming(less than a week) :( . Gotta study real hard , maintain my Grades :)

2010-10-28T15:53:00.002+08:00

Life in Sem 2 .

Shaz , buddy , always teach me new things but I never manage to catch what he is saying except for MATHS.
He super bad . He had a nick name for me - Fei Di (replace Heidi)
Yea ,
& thanks to him ,we took this picture , cause he is forever checking his hair on my lappy

2010-10-25T20:51:00.003+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday in Advance to the Evil Family , Muahaha !
Hanani(left) Evil Queen and ShuHui(right) Evil Princess .

Surprise Birthday Celebration :)

Hand-made Present. Credit to Heidi , Nurul and Maxi . hahaha :D

Tgt w the birthday Girls

The Girls , :)

Here Comes the Present for Hanani :D

Front View . There's a reason why we cut a 19 for her card .
Cause she forever thinks she is 16 , she even lied to us last semester until late july then we realise . -.-

Wishes For Her :)

Back View . Kita Love Minah Tut :D

Here Comes Princess Present ! :D

Front View . I Drew the ELMO! :D
Cool Yea ?

Wishes (Back View)

We Love Both Of You :)
& Yea , the Smiles on their Face made my day!

We went to Yishun to eat .
& hanani told me this.

Heidi : "Bully me , I'm going to tear this ( * Holding onto to the Card we made for her *)
Hanani : " Eh , dont like that ah . I want to let my mum see it ( & there she goes smiling WIDELY
:D

OMO. I'm super satisfied , to know they feel happy .
It's always the thought that counts , isn't it :)